Hmmm... Ni Liang Siang ke???

memories...

2010-05-03T20:03:00.003+08:00

wau...so fast, already 3rd of may. of course 1st to said is happy birthday to my beloved bro.. hau jack.. :P

i am not goin to post many because suddenly fell emo. i am thinking back last year 4 of may. the day i done something that i been fell guilty and useless until now.

i stil remember i am drove my car to repair shop for some problem. about afternoon 4 something, they called me that the problem have been fixed. so i went to the shop and wanna took my car as soon as possible cause i ned to go some where else. the place near my house. i dont wanna mention it. but... when i am trying to start my car.. totally cant start at all.. i got into real deep shit. fuck..thought the car have been repair. so dead. making someone sad at the same time. the person waiting me. i tel her tat i will be there awhile..but..shit no..my luck is too bad..car not been repaired and have to wait my bro pick me up..i been wait for almost 2hours. bro only come. due to working. i am damn worried and try to reach the place as soon as possible. because she is not replying my message.

reach there around7.. can sense that she is not happy at all..aihx. i am such a failure, at night time. due to my hot tempered. i shouted her. WTF am i thinking that time. shouted the person i love the most.. seriously... i am totally not good being a partner for her.. making ppl sad and cry...liang siang. you are not suppose to be love by someone. is real true..dont deserve it..such a good girl i will lost my tempered?!!! fuck you liang siang... such an idiot... felling guilty?? no way man... this shit is your fault liang siang.. shouting toward own lover?? thats should did by a guy...never...i hate guy that not respect their girlfriend or lover. knw wat..i becoming that type of fucker..hate myself...damn...

New Post??

2010-04-23T16:13:00.004+08:00

Finally i got the mood to update my blog after 2 month, wahaha finish my second last sems final already. damn happy felt like flying without wings after account. While is stil felling the tiredness because last night have to less sleep only one hour plus, 4 jus slept and 5 something already wake up due to stress, TT wake up to study again for account.

Enough about freaking exam, already finish mean DONE!! no worries toward it. my last post is before cny, wasai..shit long time already. Hmm.. think back, this year cny would consider the craziest year ever. Third day of cny my whole family when to thailand trip(except me) haha..my eldest bro sister in law goin back to sarawak. My CNy really dont have much enough slept because most of the time i am crazying with my beloved friend..haha. love them very much..

march. i went back kuantan once for state comp, at 1st i am thinking to become i audience( lazy to work as helpers) but i stil cant run away from the duty, haha, A.sally called me up and ask for help. No idea to reject so accept lo..but nevermind, because i will not be casualty this time, jus helpers( others bro all casualty) :P ,to my beloved school air putih have won three category. wau! they are the legend for AP school already,think back 2005 i join state comp AP school stil being looking down by other strong school( which i don have to mention) jus five years become the best school. Impressive, good job the current committee and members.

Recently, i every sunday will go meet up one of my best bro jonathan, went church with him and dinner will meet up hui chien and shi yun( i trying to make them two fatter) every time have dinner at pyramid and walk around pyramid. which actually have nothing to buy.. :P

As for all my friend, jus as information. You all don have to ask me whether got any girlfriend or not, or any target that i aiming for. Because i rather to be single now compare to having a relationship. Aim?? no thanks... i already killed my own relationship one time, no second will happen( being single is the choice to avoid :P )

Tomoro i goin back to kuantan, but the 1st thing i reach kuantan will only do the most important thing. Sleep on my beloved bed and in my beloved room...and with my family..yea..

( try to update back kuantan, gonna continue my sleep.. eyes closing)

will be update after my exam....

2010-04-15T21:11:00.000+08:00

CNY!!!!

2010-02-09T20:39:00.002+08:00

CNY is coming!! yea..finally, been waiting for so long. this thursday will back with my bro, hc, sc, and my roommate micky. lucky my bro back with me. so i don have to drive whole way(seriously,i am bored of driving) hehe.. stil got two more days of class have to attend..i DONT HAVE MOOD!!! today account i already daydreaming for half of the class. die lo..keep on think of CNY only...

every year of cny also will back to bentong, maybe this year will be the first time of my life second day of cny will be at kuantan..hahaha...

last weekend went out with sc, hc and hui ling(new friend) sc and hui ling wanna buy new year clothes.. went to times square, the shirt is damn cheap...15, 25 or 35. for GIRLS . boys also consider cheap but not my type of fashion..sad. kinda jealous girls because they are thousand choice of shirt can be choose ny them...boys?! nice one all expensive..last week went to sunway look for jonathan, hang out with him and but some new clothes, i saw 1 jean that very nice from topman, wanna buy it, but whn look at the price?! aihx...forget it.. too expensive for me. almost 170..at last also brought it from ROMP(again) haven buy a new shoes for my cny. but i don think my dad will let buy it..cause i stil have two pairs of shoes that stil very nice at home.. while one already use for 3 years..TT ( faster spoiled la..) gonna start to tidy up my room ... to messy

Steamboat.... :P

2010-01-22T23:13:00.002+08:00

when to eat steamboat with housemate and some class mate, starting we plan to go sunway Restaurant Yuan...but KY suggest a new place at kepong..so we went there...quite ok also but if compare sure is SUnway that one better...haha...gonna become fatter .... TT don care....haha...

Recently my internet line is totally sucks...everytime when masteroom housemate back started to online...we all cannot on already..bloody hell..we paid 28 ringgit per month le..cannot on?! last time staying at student house have to pay 40 ringgit but at least can online and wont have any problem of cant online...after the new housemate from master room move in.. all these problem started..DAMN!! before that the line is damn good...four person on pps also wont have any problem.. even for download movie or song is damn fast....usually will get 300 to400kb per second...now?! can online already very good for us..this is so shit for me...i wonder when i start my assignment i will be so dead...how to do my research??? dead...

boring...

2010-01-12T17:32:00.004+08:00

today..my class only for two hours...wth?!! 9 to 11 then finish back home..nothing to do due to already pass up my assignment and shit boring.. online watch pps, wasting time...went to swim jus now..after that jusco...nothing special..wanna buy some shirt..but the sales already ended ..so dead..haven buy anything for my cny...

jonathan and yarn Birthday.......

2010-01-11T17:37:00.002+08:00

ok.. yesterday went out with heng, jon, hc,sy,yarn,xy guang and azwan. is nice to meet azwan haha...a new friend..great. drive to heng house about 1245, then wait for our dai ka jie..hehe..for about half an hour.. don kil me... :P about 145 we go wangsa by car meet up with yarn. our destination for this gathering will be at klcc..haha..we reach klcc 1st and meet up our new friend azwan. who have wait us at klcc for 20 to 30min gua...haha..sorry my friend!!as for me heng and yarn, 1st time meet also late...apa la tu... haha, after 15 min jonathan xy guang and sy have reach..we have our lunch at food court 1st because most of us din ate anything for the morning.

after filling up the hungriness. we out to the park starting to photo shot. by jonathan. as usual everyone be his model . walking around the park for one hour plus ..it was hot because i wearing quite thick half formal and its black colour..haha.. is better then jonathan that like goin for dinner. after all the photo shooting, went to secret recipe have a rest. too tired of walking. haha..

about 6 something we left. back to wangsa maju, then drive back to taman melati have a rest. rest for awhile then went to four season restaurant for dinner, the restaurant design is very nice. service good. food stil average. haha..overall was satisfied..hehe...went back to wangsa pack up..went back..fetch jonathan and sy back to sunway, then hc back to segi...haha...back home about one something..

About all the photo please go to jonathan blog. :P

dead for long time....

2010-01-09T16:19:00.002+08:00

As for my blog, have been dead for long long time. :P but jus too boring now. thinking of write some of my experience when i ahving my training at eastin hotel. The duration for the training is 3 month, i have choose to enter F&B department and front office department. the department i love the most is kitchen, but ii dint choose it due to front office training minimum duration is two month. so there is no more time for me to train at kitchen. Actually front office is the department i hate the most after all,but i stil choose it. haha..i want to take the risk while i don like front office. The most important things i wanna to learn from front office is to train my tempered and patient.

for the first month of training, me and jason will be at F&B department for the training, we will be waiter for the chinese restaurant, for the first day we enter. we was shock because we will be working for spilt shift. GOD DAMN! 1230 to 4p.m. continue at 6 to 1030p.m. almost whole day we will be in the hotel. except our sleeping time. oh my god. for the starting is jus like torturing us. but time pass..we already get use to it after all...as a chinese restaurant waiter is totally not easy at all, sometimes is really tired. especially for lunch time. dim sum time. like nightmare. i stil remember the busiest day for the whole training. that my birthday. the restaurant was fully pax with guest. VIP room all full. OMG. that day was tired too death..is crazy..

training at restaurant might be tired and have no personal time for relax after all. but at least learn a lot of knowledge from it..it stil ok for me then..

i stil remember last day we work at chinese restaurant, there was wedding dinner, that was the hardest wedding dinner we ever serve before.. is not about serve after all.. is about the preparation for the dinner. that was stress. we have to move 150 chair to store that one level below the restaurant, and we have to carried 240 banquet chair to our restaurant. thats crazy.. my body was so sore after the dinner. before that night. i was finding someone to keng sam si. due to my stress but my friend have to sleep that time..nvm.. kinda sad that time..but already pass..jus forgot it.

the most funny is after as a waiter, me and jason were a bellman for three weeks...god!! please man..have to stand at the door for 8 hours? help guest carry bags... think back ..i will never become a bellman anymore mo matter wat.. this will be my first time and will be the last time.

the last department i will be train is opearator. me and jason was work for afternoon shift for the whole month due to we have to come together. haha...actually me and jason likes to "curi tulang" all the time. because there was three console for the telephone only. for the four weeks actually there are a lot of trainee and new staff. new staff have to work as operator before go to their own department in front office. due to the reason. me and jason always walking arounf the hotel when we as a operator. :P but when entering december. there is no more staff in operator. me and jason have to work same as staff until we finish..sitting in front of comp for eight hours...damn boring...haha..but at least we have learn alot from operator..

trough this three month, i have knew some new friend that from indon..haha..also trainee same as us, they are very friendly and nice to close with...

much more important is i finally came out from the darkness of love,i understand that i have no more chance, have to let go. while i stil love her. but at least she is happy now.. someone better then me take caring her now. i much more fong sam.. haha.. thanks to her that giving so much support when i having problem. and because of her.. iknw wat i am doin right now and wat should i do in my future.. thanks.. god bless you...