i am not goin to post many because suddenly fell emo. i am thinking back last year 4 of may. the day i done something that i been fell guilty and useless until now.
i stil remember i am drove my car to repair shop for some problem. about afternoon 4 something, they called me that the problem have been fixed. so i went to the shop and wanna took my car as soon as possible cause i ned to go some where else. the place near my house. i dont wanna mention it. but... when i am trying to start my car.. totally cant start at all.. i got into real deep shit. fuck..thought the car have been repair. so dead. making someone sad at the same time. the person waiting me. i tel her tat i will be there awhile..but..shit no..my luck is too bad..car not been repaired and have to wait my bro pick me up..i been wait for almost 2hours. bro only come. due to working. i am damn worried and try to reach the place as soon as possible. because she is not replying my message.
reach there around7.. can sense that she is not happy at all..aihx. i am such a failure, at night time. due to my hot tempered. i shouted her. WTF am i thinking that time. shouted the person i love the most.. seriously... i am totally not good being a partner for her.. making ppl sad and cry...liang siang. you are not suppose to be love by someone. is real true..dont deserve it..such a good girl i will lost my tempered?!!! fuck you liang siang... such an idiot... felling guilty?? no way man... this shit is your fault liang siang.. shouting toward own lover?? thats should did by a guy...never...i hate guy that not respect their girlfriend or lover. knw wat..i becoming that type of fucker..hate myself...damn...
